Searching for a glimpse of hope

Seeing is believing

but believing is seeing

I want to believe there's hope to this world

But I haven't seen what hope looks like


looking in every eyes of every person

is sad...

they look as if they are living in a certain fantasy

they do things they think is life


I wish I can gouge my eyes and just stop seeing

the world today is hopeless

life full of emptiness

a hearts full of holes no one or thing could ever feel


darkness is crouching in every door

and just waiting to devour

oh life oh life

what is your meaning


oh life oh life

should I stop searching or believing

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